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Sex Swings?

Yeah, yeah. Not the kind of swinging we're used to, but I'm very interested in giving it a try. I had never really thought about using a sex swing before, but my husband has said several times now that he'd like to try one out. However, neither of us are all that confident that our doors are sturdy enough to support me. I'm pretty small and well under the stated weight limit, but still, I can't shake the thought that the door would bust or the door frame would get ripped off. Talk about a mood killer. Anyone have any experience with sex swings? And just as importantly, are they fun (assuming they don't break the door)?

Majority of Men Have Cuckold Fantasy

The article is from 2018 and doesn't go into detail about the extent of the fantasy, but 58% of men fantasize about cuckolding . Which isn't really all that surprising to me. What is surprising is why wifesharing, hotwifing, cuckolding, MFM threesomes, and anything else involving a woman being sexual with more than one man is still seen as being so wrong and taboo in our society. Even though it's more common to fantasize about female partners being with other men than to not, neither men nor women are usually very eager to admit as much for a host of reasons. You're more likely to be met with a shoulder shrug if you say that you think FMF is appealing. Perhaps most significantly, the cited study found that cuckolding actually tends to be positive, both in fantasy and behavior. "Overall, our research found that for the most part, cuckolding tends to be a positive fantasy and behavior," said [clinical psychologist and author of Insatiable Wives , David] Ley. ...

My Biggest Fantasy

I'm laying in bed, naked and wrapped in the bed sheets next to my husband. It's morning. Early morning at that. The sun is beginning to shoot through the cracks in our blinds, encouraging us to roll out of bed and start the day. Our place is completely quiet, its peacefulness making it hard to believe that its occupants would ever engage in sex so scandalous that their friends would blush if they knew what went on behind closed doors. I breathe deeply and can smell the salt that perpetually hangs in the air. Even then, in the early morning, the air already feels slightly sticky, letting me know that the day will be hot. Just like yesterday. And the day before that. My husband finally comes out of the bedroom and joins me, both of us still absconding clothes. I watch him as he walks towards me and wraps his arms around me, pulling my body into his and holding me tightly. He has a sharp tan line at the bottom of his back, the result of spending most of his days outside. I look...

Preview: On His Orders

Book Cover for On His Orders A preview for my second publication, On His Orders: Faithfully Unfaithful , is below. It is now available for pre-order on Amazon with a release date of July 24, 2020. _________________________________________________________________ “ Come over after class today .” His text was the first thing I saw when I woke up that morning. “ I promised I’d deliver. I have your first duty as a slutwife. ” **** “Are you ready for your first instruction?” he asked me. It finally felt completely real. My heart raced, beating as though it were up in my throat once more. I knew I was nervous, but I was more excited than anything. It was an absolute dream to have a sexy boyfriend who wanted his hobby to be finding me sexy men to fuck in front of him. I licked my lips to respond but found words to be elusive and merely nodded my head instead. “Good,” he said. “Get naked.” I paused briefly and my heart seemed to beat even harder. I’m not a natural exhibitionist and...

Our Throuple is Done

Well, not our throuple. While I've had guys I've regularly hooked up while with my husband, we've never been part of a throuple. And I don't think either of us are equipped for it, really. I've thought about polyamory a lot over the years, and even though it has a certain appeal, it isn't for me. Being polyamorous and being a swinger are very different things and I would much rather be able to say "I have a husband two friends with benefits" instead of "I have a husband and two boyfriends." But more on that in a later post. I've digressed. Back on point. Sadly, my husband and I watched from our front yard while playing with our dog a few nights ago as one of the members of the all-male throuple across the street loaded all of his belongings into a U-Haul and drove away. We make a point to know as little about out neighbors as possible, but you can't help but notice a throuple living next to you. Especially an all-male throuple livi...

Planned or Organic Threesomes

MFM Cannonball It seems that you always hear about threesomes that someone else has had that just happened naturally. Three people or a couple and another person meet at a party and really hit it off. Or three close friends who hang out all the time. No planning. No discussing beforehand. Just feeling the mood and the moment and retiring to a bedroom to get it on. Does that really happen for people? Because my husband and I have both had more than our fair of threesomes, but we've never experienced a spontaneous group hookup. Perhaps we're too cautious, but it just seems like too much could go wrong. Even with planning and discussing before some of our experiences, we've had people "forget" about certain boundaries that had been set. I have to imagine that the chances of crossing a line is much more likely if there are multiple people and that line isn't entirely clear. It's fun to fantasize about, though. I would love to casually hang out with a cou...

Does Unavailability Lead to Greater Desire?

More appealing the older men get? Or, more simply put, does the old adage of “you want what you can’t have” hold true for porn and fantasy purposes? Obviously, everyone is different, but I’m not really sure what tends to be more common. When I was still in grad school, I heard from several guys that they never understood the appeal of cheerleaders while they were in high school or college, but now that they were older, cheerleaders were inherently sexy. Now that they were never around them and had no real access to them, cheerleaders went from being seen as a stupid fantasy to being very desirable. I’ve heard similar things with MILF and cougar fantasies. MILF fantasies were much more popular for guys when they were young, but not so much once they entered the same age brackets as the MILFS. And cougar fantasies didn’t pick up for women until they were old enough to be cougars on the prowl for early twenty-somethings. Both of those groups wanted an age group that didn’t match their...

Book Covers

Hello Everyone! I'm nearly ready to publish my second work. On His Orders trends decidedly more towards being erotica than Hooky did and is in the slutwife/hotwife category. I haven't fully decided which book cover I want to use and would love to hear feedback from others. The four that I'm considering are below with a poll at the end. Cover #1 Cover #2 Cover #3 Cover #4

Domination and Humiliation Ideas

My husband and I have been experimenting with female domination and humiliation play for a little while now. While it had a few awkward moments at the beginning (I'm not naturally dominant and it took both of us a while to get comfortable with me saying/doing things that are fairly derogatory), it's been a lot of fun. I wasn't entirely sure what to do, even with my husband giving me some ideas and saying what would be good and what would be off-limits, so I looked around to try to find some ideas. What I found was a small handful of items that were intriguing for us, mixed in with a great number of things that just weren't our style. I know there are plenty of people out there who do get into this kind of lifestyle fully and with few limitations, but I don't know how realistic that is for most people. Personally, I don't want to hurt my husband to the point that he has permanent marks, make him drink pee, get branded, lick up his own cum, practice bestiality...

Hooky Preview

Book Cover for my first publication A preview of Hooky , my first work, is available below! Hooky was released on May 6, 2020 and is available on Amazon here in both e-book and print formats. The print version is also available for pre-order on Barnes & Noble here . ______________________________________________________________________ Chapter 1 On the morning of June 10, Abbie opened her eyes and immediately sensed that the day had finally come for her to be a little naughty. As she lay in bed, the ringing of the alarm clock she had just turned off continued to echo in her ears. Still, her thoughts couldn’t have been clearer. She knew that it was time for her to finally check that one item off her bucket list. Really let loose with something she had wanted to do for months. Possibly years, but never had the courage. She wasn’t sure why that day in particular was the day, but there was something about the already-warm morning sun break...